Poetplayhouse

Swinging The Mood

August 8, 2010

This is your daily source of emotional prescription. If symptoms persist consult your boyfriend.

Knight

You’re always there to my rescue and I am happy. Yet somehow I feel ashamed. Is it because my independence has vanished among other things I’ve let go. These days I feel so helpless and I am grateful you are always there for me…what would I do without you?

 

Pain

I’ve always been a happy person but these days sadness has knawed on my soul. I feel deeply sad sometimes, I feel isolated, I need to keep busy and live otherwise when the clock stops so would my breath. I fear sadness, I fear…I am so lost and I’ve nobody to talk to. I’ve chosen not to dwell on anything that’s been bothering me and kept it in lock and key. It’s haunting me really, I have no idea what my next plan will be, how do I get work that I can happily say I’m going to be doing for the rest of my life? Tough luck. When I try to catch up with people all I get are complaints, I just got tired of listening I guess…I don’t even feel like listening to myself right now…

Frustration

There are things that I know in my heart I will always want but who knows when I can have them? Perhaps tomorrow I will, perhaps never…ideas will remain ideas until we make them happen and promises will only be promises and remain futile until we keep them…Life was easier when playing by the sand box… 

 

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