Swinging The Mood

This is your daily source of emotional prescription. If symptoms persist consult your boyfriend.

Knight

You’re always there to my rescue and I am happy. Yet somehow I feel ashamed. Is it because my independence has vanished among other things I’ve let go. These days I feel so helpless and I am grateful you are always there for me…what would I do without you?

Pain

I’ve always been a happy person but these days sadness has knawed on my soul. I feel deeply sad sometimes, I feel isolated, I need to keep busy and live otherwise when the clock stops so would my breath. I fear sadness, I fear…I am so lost and I’ve nobody to talk to. I’ve chosen not to dwell on anything that’s been bothering me and kept it in lock and key. It’s haunting me really, I have no idea what my next plan will be, how do I get work that I can happily say I’m going to be doing for the rest of my life? Tough luck. When I try to catch up with people all I get are complaints, I just got tired of listening I guess…I don’t even feel like listening to myself right now…

Frustration

There are things that I know in my heart I will always want but who knows when I can have them? Perhaps tomorrow I will, perhaps never…ideas will remain ideas until we make them happen and promises will only be promises and remain futile until we keep them…Life was easier when playing by the sand box… 

Swinging The Mood

This is your daily source of emotional prescription. If symptoms persist consult your boyfriend.

Ponder

It’s never easy to make life choices, you make the right choice and you win but make the wrong choice you end up getting screwed over by fate. The career path I’ve chosen, unfortunately isn’t doing me any good. It just made my life more complex to begin with. There are so many things that I want to do but I can’t because there are so many things that I need to do first. At this point, my perception of hope and dreams changed completely. I just realized how tiring it is to hold on to what you believe and what you really want but it doesn’t mean I’ll drop everything and just stop. Sometimes it’s just simply tiring.

Bucket List

I am a restless soul, I just figured that out. I feel free when I travel, I feel the calm of the earth but everything seems pointless when there’s no one to travel with. When you find yourself alone in a journey it takes the life out of it. Rejection hurts the most when it’s coming from the person you love. Life is a gamble, it’s a risk and I think we should always jump in with both feet to make things work. I guess I thought we had the same perception in life. I just realized, changing your mind is will never be. I Love You so much and I won’t let go. I just wish my persistence does not hurt you in anyway that would make you slip away from me…I’m making a bucket list of everything I want to do and everything I want to be part of my life. You’re in it. You’re always the first in my list…I just hope i wouldn’t die trying…

Reach for the Stars

I a stubborn, persistent and bold individual who will always go for the things I want. I act before I think, I take risks and I think that has made my boring life colorful. In the same way it has made a huge mess. Stir of emotions constantly hound me and now i am nowhere. I am restless and confused. You are rational, logical and always know what you want. I’d like to think we’re the same but then again we are not still I wish our bond will be stronger than time… 

Swinging The Mood

This is your daily source of emotional prescription. If symptoms persist consult your boyfriend.

Stream of Thought

I feel as if everything I do is starting to lose its meaning. Life, its getting to me. The things that I really want to do against the things that I have to do. The way my career path has been going, I’m pretty much screwed. I feel isolated. The things that I really want to do with my life will take a lifetime before it happens, at least that’s the way I think it’ll end up. I’m jumping in with both, taking the risk. This time it might cost my life or what my life could be.

I better do something drastic and fast. I feel like my life is slipping away. I guess it’s that time of a person’s life to make a bucket list before it’s too late. Hope and Dreams can be so tiring, I’m stretched so thin. The balance is futile . I am aware that I can’t always get what I want, I’m trying so hard but sometimes getting what you need can never be enough.

Wishful Thinking

I wish every bond is strong as time, I wish that it could endure. I feel as though the moment I take that step and try again, I would lose more than anything I will gain along the way. I take a step and I lose everything. You are everything to me…You’re the only part of my life I never want to lose…