Poetplayhouse

Swinging The Mood

July 30, 2010

This is your daily source of emotional prescription. If symptoms persist consult your boyfriend.

 

Gut Feeling 

I woke up one morning and I felt as if something has changed but I cannot seem put my finger around it. I’m afraid to ask. For one thing, I don’t even know what to ask. How do I start a conversation when I don’t even know what I’m supposed to talk about. I feel so much happiness when I’m around you yet sometimes I feel you are distant…I understand how difficult things are for you right now and I pray that everything will work out just fine.

What bothers me is that I am not sure how to be me when I’m around you these days…Do I console you, do I try to make you laugh? How do I make you feel better? I fear I might make things worse even unintentionally it would be such a dissappointment. You always make sure I’m ok but I do not know if I am doing you any good at this point in our lives. I do hope I am helping even if you always say that you’re ok. You’re one tough individual to read my dearest as you constantly show a strong fascade and keep yourself behind wit and humor. Even if I seem to not know what I am doing half the time, know that I am always here for you. I Love You so much my dearest of that I am certain.

I’ve got a gut feeling and I will be listening closely. Let the mood swing on…

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